~tHe tHinKiNG & DReaMinG & SlAckInG WORLD!!!~

What a wonderful day~

2009-06-22T08:52:00.002+08:00

Finally, the day of revival camp! Seriously, hope that I'll be focus. I'm not bringing my homework there, so I can imagine that I'll be real busy choinging homework after the camp. Well...It doesn't matter, what it matters most, is I can know God more and what is the future direction that He has planned for me. I really really wanna know. Maybe after I know the answer, I'll work harder? I hope so. But I know for sure, I'll have more confident towards my life. Looking forward for it~^-^

A time of rest and relax

2009-05-29T13:50:00.005+08:00

Do you know what's the meaning of video/drama freak? It means no matter how busy you should be, there will always a time for videos, dramas, movies and variety shows. HAHA. Love it to the core man.

Recently, went to watch two dramas. One from Korea and another one from Taiwan. My comments : Nice and hilarious. If you are emotionally down or miserable now, maybe you can try watching it. Trust me, it will put a smile on your face. Oh no, should I say a laugh instead. Especially the Korean drama. Just a thought of the plot, I am already smiling.

So, let me start introducing.

City Hall (市政厅)

It is about the government politics in Korea. It shows it in a pretty exaggerating way and it is kind of trying to insult the current government.
Acted by: 金善雅（我的名字叫金三顺）车承元（模特儿兼大长今前男友，身高188公分哦）
Acting skills: Both 4/5，very natural lor.
Comments: I love good actors and actresses. Can drag me into the drama. It has a pretty good rating in Korea. I think partly because the female lead is just too funny. By the way, she is much slimmer now. I love the figure of the male lead, slim and tall. Just by looking at his long legs, I am about to drool lor. Skinny jeans will definitely fit his legs perfectly. On my point of view, he is definitely under the category of Charisma, because he does not have the girly handsome face that I love. Hehe. Korea-freak buddies Must Watch It alright! When you are free lah. You all will like it.

My Queen (败犬女王)
败犬女=超过三十岁又还没嫁出去的女强人
A love story between a career woman with a strong character, and a guy who is always working as a part timer, whom is younger than her by 8 years old.
Acted by: 阮经天（命中注定我爱你）杨谨华（演过很多戏哦）
Acting Skills: Male-3/5 Female-3.75/5 (she's good man)
Comments: The female lead seriously looks like Sammi sia. Love her nose. The plot is kind of like 魔女幼熙，but much better. The chemistry between the two leads are pretty good. Can see that the female lead is leading the male lead in acting. And heard that the rating of it in Taiwan is really good. Can see why.

Alright, have to go. Dating my lovely shu qin. ^^

A day gone by

2009-05-26T21:09:00.004+08:00

Hello. Haven't been talking to you. I really should have blog or write more frequently, so I will really understand what are the things that are happening around me, and how am I really taking it or feeling it. Writing makes me think. However, I am always lazy. Ha.

I think I have made some people worried. I actually broke down in tears on Sunday. I am sorry. I should have control myself. I really hate tearing in front of people, it makes me feel like shit. It shows how weak I am. Again, pride. But that day, I can't help it, my emotion was filling up, it was trying to burst out. And it made me realised one thing, I am not taking the fact well. I thought I was prepared. Maybe that was the way God wanted to show me my real feeling. But I am pretty alright now compared to then. To be honest, still feeling a bit shitty here and there. My assignments are piling up. My thoughts are messy. I am not getting a good sleep. Physically I am tired. And, I am trying to depend on myself again. However, I know what I really need is God's comfort and strength. I am afraid. Afraid that I will physically give up. There is always a voice saying, "Mei Foong you can't alright~You will pull through it." I want to believe that.

One reason why I like DBSK is because they are hardworking people, with determination and seriousness in what they want to achieve and become. I am motivated everytime I watched their performance. This time round, no exceptional.

Determination, that's what I need too.

Bigeast 3rd Fanclub Event-Bolero live

Happy Day

2009-04-18T21:21:00.005+08:00

Today is an enjoyable day! HOHO~Accompany YE to driving center, she went to register for driving theory test. Soon we are gonna buy a car and she MUST drive me to and from work. HAHA. Anyway, went to Bugis after that. Ate a lot of food. Really nice. Then, went to the new mall, if I'm not wrong it's call illuma? Went to the acade and played this thing call 抓抓乐.

This 抓抓乐 is full of ice creams. There is Ben & Jerry's!
This is not the first time we play this. And, we always fail.
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Well...not this time!
We made it! YAY man~^^\/ We were stunned at the moment we got it, and we can't stop laughing after that. YE laughed really hard. It's nice, by the way.

Then, went to watch a movie. We were so call gana cheated, actually to be exact, I'm cheated by YE. She told me that due to the new opening of the mall, Filmgarde (cinema's name) was having promotion, 6 bucks all days. Which in the end turns out to be 9.50 bucks. Promotion ended. But thank goodness, the movie was nice and funny.

The movie we watched, 17 again!

We were dio sot by Zac Efron (The guy in the poster). He is so handsome inside the movie, we like him wearing the skinny jeans. Well build body. It makes me wanna go on diet more!

Alright, that's all for the day. Although did spend quite a sum of money. But, remember? School is reopening soon. Will have to spend more time on work than on shopping. Goodbye~Holidays.

Ended with our pretty faces again. >-<

An amazing birthday present.

2009-03-22T22:32:00.010+08:00

Well...The birthday present is not for me, and to be exact, it is from shu qin, li kuan and me. I was so excited when i tried and bought the present.

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Birthday Present Owner: Chee Wai Yee
Birthday: 18/3/1989
Age: 20 years old (what an old lady~)
Present to be reveal: Colonize Jacket

Let's do an introduction of this brand "Colonize". Seriously, a brand worn by A LOT of korean celebrities. Evidence:

Seung Ri and Dae Sung from famous korean group, Big Bang.

SHInee

It has got quite a number of designs:

And we bought this

She was so excited and was grinning crazily. Evidence again:

Auntie!!! Why you tell her!!!??? We still try our best not to let YE finds out sia, wanna give her surprise mah. Haiz... But I'm still glad la, because she really likes the jacket. Please lah. Who choose one?
Is LIM BEI okay~Ok la, shu qin and li kuan did give some comments too.

Alright. Ended with our BEAUTIFUL faces.

Hehe. Holiday le wor.

2009-02-07T12:51:00.008+08:00

Okay! I'm officially on vacation now~ Congrats!!! Yesterday went back to school for assignments, then went movie with shu qin. Movie I watched.

Not a bad movie after all. I think it's kind of sweet actually. Definitely a movie for Girls. Did tears a bit at the back when Kate Hudson recall back about her friendship with Anne Hathaway.
They are both beautiful.

After it, I reached home at around 10 something. Went to MSN as usual, then wai yee told me that she was photoshopping me as Ijimae. Free right, thought she got tons of assignments and tests ongoing? Anyway, I think it will be really hilarious, with Ijimae pasting my face on it. She asked me questions about photoshop, I opened my photpshop and in the end I didn't answer her questions and went to photoshop as well. Pretty fun. But, the products are kind of weird.
Just kind of curious how will they look like when they are guys.

Li Kuan

Xiao Ling
Wai Yee ( most weird one)

Sorry buddies. I think I should really go on a mountain trip to train on my photoshop skill. Hopefully, next time will be better.

Oh. These are the photos I used.

Actually Wai Yee's smile here is pretty charming.

Sick

2009-02-03T20:41:00.004+08:00

Have been sick since yesterday. Having slight fever and headache, and had went to see doctor with wai yee this morning. Sway sia, sick at this 'full of assignments' week. Tomorrow still got test lei. Haven study yet, lazy man, haha. Yesterday super a lot of people sick, I was shocked when I received the pass down messages. For what I know, there are total of 5 people sick. Haiz. Take care lei everyone, don't eat so much new year goodies like me (o-o). Anyway, I'm feeling happier and happier, because after this busy week, I'll having my 2 months holidays~
我等着你过来，我等着你过来~

WOWOWO!!!

2009-01-20T13:51:00.005+08:00

Congratulation Ms Wee Mei Foong for finishing another Christian Biography. ^^
Thank God that I've bought the books, it's great. It reminds me again that God loves everyone.No matter what we have done in the past, how sinful we are, he still loves us. And is willing to forgive us when we repent. The biography that I've read mainly talks about the transformation of lives of gangsters in America. Whom they had once lived in the street, fought, murdered, stole, took drugs and even having sex party. The book stated that actually deep in the hearts, most of them were lonely and scared. Then one day, this pastor, David Wilkerson, went to the street and preached to them about Jesus. Many cried and accepted Christ. I was kind of shocked the gangsters actually cried, well...you know they were tough men who fought. Can imagine how hard their lives were, and many thanked God for setting them free from sin. Once again, it proves that humans do need God, and without Him, we are seriously a lost sheep, doing things that we ourselves do not even understand. I'm really encourage by it. By the way, some went to Bible School and become preachers. And one of them is Nicky Cruz, the main character of the second biography that I've read. Funny writer, and his past life was really dramatic.

The first christian biography that I've read.

The second one.

And you know what? Nicky Cruz's life story is turning into a movie! It says coming soon...hopefully is this year. Please go and support when it's out. Haha. ^^

DBSK Quiz

2009-01-13T23:21:00.005+08:00

Went to do DBSK Quiz, saw it at Soompi. Super excited, because I've got...............

HAHA!!! 我现在可是笑得见牙不见眼啦~I knew in some way we are fated to be same. WAHAHAH!!!!! T_T So touch~

I'm a book nerd now

2009-01-10T00:30:00.002+08:00

Look at my blog title. I'm a book nerd now. Haha~ I'm going to share my happiness with you all. Today evening, I've finished reading one of the books that I've bought at SKS!!! Congrats me~ I'm seriously proud of myself man. Never thought I can finish an ANG MOH book so fast. The title of the book is "The Cross and the Switchblade". It's a biograpghy and it's amazing. I'm touched and shocked when reading it. I'm shocked to see how God actually answered prayers in a...perfect timing? And am touched to know that God is always there when His people need help. He really does listen to our prayers. I thank God for it and I'm glad I have Him. Through out the book, I've learn a big thing "FAITH". Which is hard, especially in a condition that we think is rather difficult or even impossible to overcome. But this book tells it all. Do you know who is God? Do you know He actually create everything in this world? Do you know He is the one whom has put you in this bad condition? Even if you know the answers of all these, do u believe He has the power to pull us through and actually meant for good with all the bad circumstances we are in? Faith......simple spelling but hard word. There are loads of things that I've to learn. So I'm gonna continue reading my second biograpghy. Actually come to think, I'm glad that I've started reading fanfics before purchasing the current books that I have. Because since then, I'm starting to get use to reading ang moh long-winded essay form of stuffs. You know what? One of my targets for this year, is to finish reading the spiritual books that I've bought. And I've finished 1/3 of it. Ha! Think I'm gonna hit my target in no time. ^^

Day of personality test

2008-12-20T16:30:00.007+08:00

Feel so boring, so I decided to do the test that was posted on li kuan's blog for fun.

How come I got this animal ar? This animal makes me feel that I'm kind of cunning.

Not very accurate. But I do agree with the last second and third one.

So not true for the last one. I wanna retire okay! Hopefully at the age of 35~^0^

Went to do some anime character test!

What Random Anime Character Are You?
Your result is: Lelouch Lamperouge
Anime/Manga: Code Geass
Rebellious Prince Syndrome has never looked so evil. Lelouch is secretly a rouge prince of the empire he despises. Most of the time he acts numb, bored, and apathetic. For someone who falls asleep in class on a regular basis, he's smart. A rather odd thing he "specializes" in is playing chess. If the chess boards not being used for battle formation, it's just more gambling. After gaining the power of Geass (the ability to make anyone do whatever he wants), he creates his masked alter-ego Zero- an international terrorist- to destroy the empire for revenge and to stop the madness in the world.
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Which D.Gray Man Are You?

What D.Gray-man Character Are You?
Hosted By theOtaku.com: Anime

What Vampire Knight Are You?

You are Yuki, you have a crush on a very close friend, your also bubbley and your very giving.
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Which Vampire Knight Male Is For You?
Me: And I got Kaname! YAY!!! So happy~ I like him the most in Vampire Knight, and I really hope that Yuki and him will be together rather than Zero.
The test: Kaname Kuran is the head of the Night Class and is a pureblood vampire. He cares for Yuuki the most. Kaname is sweet and careful.
Me: No wonder Kaneme suits me, because I'm Yuki if I'm an Anime character mah.
WAH! so happy~ *shy*
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EXILE

2008-12-16T23:17:00.008+08:00

YO! HAHA ^0^~I'm finally having holidays!!! Happy like siao. Can finally stop traveling to school, because Yio Chu Kang is really a bit far from from my house. Last week was a busy one, need to rush assignments (as usual), had test and YA Chalet. Then went K session with my church friends on Saturday, too, I bought some christamas cards. It's pretty quick that just one more week later, we are going to celebrate Christmas. I'm quite excited about it. Love Christmas. Love writing wordy cards to friends. Love the moment of reflection. Hope that the day will come soon~

Recently, have been listening to EXILE's album, EXILE BALLAD BEST. They are a Japan 7-member R&B vocal-dance group, 2 vocalists and 5 performers (dance and rap only). Their voices are good, it sounds soothing. And their albums are always the top in Oricon when it came out. Now I know why. Out of curiosity, I went to look at their live performance.

Song for you

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Maybe you all will realise that one of the vocalists looks different, the left vocalist in the first video actually left the group and plan to become a ROCK artist (erm...so different and what a waste, I like he's voice more). And obviously the left vocalist in the second video, is a replacement of the first, and he looks young. I still like DBSK more, got LOOKS and voice. HAHA. Hope that both DBSK and EXILE will perform together in Japan~ Both their voices are amazing. Oh! And they can do acappella too. ^^

OH man~ I'm that smart?

2008-11-29T00:29:00.006+08:00

Hey guys! Just went to read xiaxue's blog. Funny. She went to photoshop the people that she knows and don't know, which I'm quite impressed by her photoshop skill.
A lot of not so good looking people, has become "HOT" =3 HAHA.
There is handsome Steven Lim there, whom I think after photoshop, the eyebrown look a bit like Justin Chan. >0< The last picture, whom the original looking of the person who has being photoshop, has shocked me till death. I was actually wondering even if the original picture has been photoshop before. Because her face is way too big for her body. It may be a bit mean to say that, but her make up seriously look like ghost. There is a link to her friendster, by the way she's a singaporean, I was curious and have decided to visit it. There are sexy poses everywhere and I felt a bit sick after looking at her sexy pictures. Wa sai~ Then, by chance I saw a IQ link on her page and have went to do it. I knew I'm smart. This is my result.
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Tada!

Free-IQTest.net - IQ Test
Shock ar. HAHA. Seems like I've been using my brainy more.

lunch time!

2008-11-21T12:20:00.009+08:00

It has been a week since last Friday. Last Friday was an eventful day, went out with xiao ling for yogurt and went out with ailing and shu qin for steamboat. So, I'm going to post the pictures~

xiao ling pretty right? Come On lah~Who's the photographer? ARTIST WEE lei~

I like mix fruit yogurt!

This is the chair that I had been talking about. Creative chair. Will bounce when moving your body.

The shop. Clear and simple.

Steamboat at 天天来火锅. The foods are fresh.

You know what? My face is really getting rounder. *Cry*

That's all for last week. This week has been a slack one. Most assignments due on Thursday, however, I didn't hand in one of them. Because I have no idea on doing it, and I have to use Adobe Flash. I have not yet learning Flash, so have been struggling, watching tutorials online. So in the end I gave up handing it on time. I'm going to approach yan heng for it, since he always promote using Flash. Initially, I thought maybe I was the only one who wouldn't be handing my assignment, but well you know what? Half of my class didn't know how to do. So I'm not the one at blame huh, our lecturers have assume too much of us, that even we have not fully attend of the Flash lessons, we will be able to complete our tasks. Haiz. They should know that not all students are genius.

Recently, I have found out that my dear friend, Li Kuan, has been addicted in reading fanfic. Haha. Jia Lat~ So now, I have TWO members in the fanfic club. I wonder who will be the next. Haha.

OS: Reading fanfic do improve English. How's my English now? NOT BAD right~ ^O^

New Blog Skin again!?

2008-11-14T00:35:00.002+08:00

Yup! New Blog Skin again~ This time round, it's mainly about my favourite colour PURPLE! Actually, I don't think this skin is nice, but simple la.

Anyway, today was kind of joyful day. Manage to complete the research powerpoint with my groupmates. I remember last night when I was doing the powerpoint, I was seriously dozing off. Really thank God for giving me strength to pull through. Today was the presentation, was kind of nervous. Feeling super unprepare, still thinking what to say when I have reached my class. Surprisingly, when it was my group's turn to present, I don't feel that nervous. Mainly because I've read word by word on the powerpoint, rather than eloborating it. Which is not good. Hopefully, next week will be better. AND, my individual presentation-"Elevator Pitch", has been postpone to next week again, due to the lag of time. Is my teacher trying to kill me with nervousness? Goodness.

After lesson, I went to buy lunch with my classmates. Frankly speaking, it feels good when there are people having lunch with you, rather you being alone. I feel happier when I started to interact more with my classmates. Maybe after all, it doesn't seem that I don't mind having no one beside me. Maybe I do mind a bit? Just a bit. I'm not gonna admit fully. Haha. It's kind of a weak point to me, if I did feel that way. There's always a voice inside me, that tells me I must not scare of lonelyness. Being independent and fearless towards lonelyness makes me feel strong. Again, I think I'm trying to cheat my own feeling. I feel that there are a lot of things about ME that I need to dig again. Most importantly, face it frankly.

During my second lesson, nothing much to do. Mainly consultant. I even spending hours reading fanfics during class. Haha. But 俗语说得好"好景不长在". I can foresee tons of works coming up. Really will pray hard that God will bring me through again. Tomorrow going to eat steamboat with ailing and shu qin!!! Hope that will have a nice gathering with them. ^^ Good Night~

Addiction

2008-10-17T00:15:00.003+08:00

Die! I'm addicted to this song. Initially i'm totally not interested in this song, until just now, when i went to watch the music video again, OH MAN! Nice lor~Haha. I'm liking this type of music more, got the clubbing feel. When listen, you will want to dance with the beats. But of course, i don't like physical "clubbing". Only the music la.

Anyway, this week school started. Well...It's been long since i stepped into Nanyang Poly.
First day of school, a bit nervous, wondering how my classmates have change.
Say until like i've a super long holiday like that ar, haha. no la....just that i feel even only 2 months ar, a person can change a lot. Like hairstyle la, their feel la etc.
Then also wondering who's my teacher and how will the modules be like.
First day of lesson not so good, can't really understand, and it's the module that i hate most, 3D! Goodness~ I wonder how can i survive through. Really need God's help and strength to pull through man. But thank God, other modules seems okay.
By the way, i'm taking marketing as my elective.
However, i just realise there's this elective call "Business Mandarin", which my friend told me, the teacher conduct the lesson in English, and they wirte notes in Chinese!
That means their exam will be in CHINESE. OH MAN~I want to take that lei...CHINESE lei. Which i think i may have higher chance to score better. Haiz~suan le.
Marketing also not bad la. The teacher seems quite nice and funny.
I like lao shi to be you mo. Then lessons won't be boring mah~
Truely hope that this semester will be an enjoyable one.
Last but not least, i've make friends with a new group of girls.
Not really new, but just bu shou. Today just found out that one of them take the same bus as me when travelling home. So, we can take the bus together.
And can talk more and have better rapport. Thank God for listening to my prayer.
Because I did pray about "friends" issue with xiao ling, wai yee and li kuan.
So...Thank God for this week.

PS:This song nice? You all like it? I doubt so ba. HaHa.

BO LIAO

2008-10-10T17:20:00.048+08:00

For anyone who don't know, the previous post was not from me. HAHA. It's from xiao ling, she wrote the post for wai yee too. But in the end, something happened and the post was gone with the wind. Anyway, this post is definitely I think and type one, and my theme today is "Random Pics From Handphone". SO....you may see something funny~and cute!

Let's begin.....

Lu Ren Jia: Huh!? Who is HIM??? Are you sure from your hp?
Me: OH!! Sorry sorry~ Wrong pic. By the way he's Micky from a korean group, DBSK. I think he this pose quite cute. Li kuan! Xiah & him guo ran shi peng you~

Contiune...

These are some of the pics I took during xiao ling & Jun Jie's Combine Birthday celebration.

I took this when xiao ling was sleeping. So she don't know de. Look at wai yee man, she told me secretly that one of her dreams is to kiss xiao ling. 身为她的爱人,我决定成全她的梦想.

The first time, wai yee & I went to eat yogurt at Paya Leba Singapore Post. Nice LOR~ Quite a number of flavours. I like ORANGE de! The price still OK, at least $3.50.

This is mango yogurt, real mango+yogurt=$5.50. If not wrong.

I should have take more pics of the environment, very shu fu. I like the chair, red creative chair. I remember that time, we sat inside and chatted quite long. The environment is just too comfortable that we wanted to stay longer. If you go there at night, more shu fu. In future, I will want my cafe to have this feel~

幸福!~~~
I think Miss Monalisa will be really happy that she got a lot of decendants lefting behind who can do her pose and smile.
Isn't this beautiful? No photoshop de lei, all by handphone one. Pls call me Uncle Wee instead.
AIYO~Lean ar~Smile more lei...Mei Foong auntie very sad, cos always gana your 冷眼相看.
(T_T) Mei Foong auntie love you~!~

Random Pics...

Guess who is this? Please feel free to leave your answer at the tagboard.

请问我有什么不同? Feel free to leave your answer at the tagboard too! (>_<)

long time no see..

2008-10-08T19:50:00.002+08:00

It's been long since i blogged.
Does everyone miss my blog?
Recently, very happy lor.
Just quit my job, suddenly like nothing to do.
But SCHOOL IS STARTING SOOOON~~~!
SIAN.
Can't earn money liao..... ):
i want to earn money lor! and many many kfc!!

Now at likuan's house.. so happy. wai yee playing computer, xiaoling blogging for me..
so nice right. i lie on the bed and sleep only leh.
how i wish i can live in a big house and have many maids serving me.
They shall call me meifong mum.
hahahahah.
Me:" Sarah, Mariah, Sally!!"
Maids:"Yes, Meifong mum?"
Me:"Sarah go pour water in the cup, Mariah take the cup to me, then Sally take the cup to kitchen to wash after i finish!"
Maids:" Yes, Meifong mum!"
Me:"Finish all these things within 30 seconds ah, if not i take away your pay!"
Maids:"No mum, pls no take away my pay!"
Me:" MUAHAHAHHAHA~ "
Xiaoling:" Eh! craazy! stop imagining laaaaaa!"
(POP! imagination ends...)
Waiyee:" ahahaha."
Likuan:"AHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHHA!"
Meifong:" 笑点低......"

hahahahhaa story ends here. hope you like my new post.
i think i'll post more often la. i hope. maybe if someone pays me, i'll do it.
WHO WANTS TO PAY ME??

New Blog Skin

2008-08-05T19:09:00.004+08:00

老板娘!~我要香槟一瓶!OH~我的中文不好,so the rest i will just use English.(MOMO REN:Excuse Me~I got hear wrongly or not?) Oh!COME ON~Remember? I'm ABC actually. Anyway, I wanna kai xiang bing to celebrate that I actually manage to change the blog skin myself. Steady or not? Got animals moving around de lei..Haha..I think the creator of the skin quite free, because if you place your mouse on the skin and you right click, you will see "Adobe flash" written below. That means it's make using Adobe Flash, which I think time spend should be quite long. Thanks Creator! For your affect, great job~ Now I know, actually changing blog skin not that hard, just that it's too ma fan, and too many words. But still I will need the help from Li Kuan to help me edit something. The "LINKs" to friends' blog. I really don't know how, put the links liao, but still can't work. Okay~Back to the real topic, recently life not good. Seriously. I disobey God in many ways, like skipping school, not doing assignments, not reading God's words, not praying to God. Feel like giving up everything. Sometimes even think that maybe die is a good solution. No worry, I never want to commit suicide. Ha. I don't have the courage too. And I clearly know that putting ownself to death is never a solution to problems. My brain is telling me that Satan is attacking me, he's pulling my OLD self back again. My outer heart hack care. My feeling tells me that my life is rotting. My inner heart hates the feeling and want to change. Human is just amazing. A simple piece of Human, yet complicated. Physically, mentally, spiritually. Haiz...I know I should give thanks not give up. Recently, I started to buy newspaper. A bad thing about nowadays youngsters are that we are too into our own world (cyber world, video world, fantasy world etc.) and not knowing what really happens around us. When I read the newspaper I started to really appreciate what I have now. Because I'm just too lucky to know God, to know the people that I've know now, to have parents, still having chance to study and money to survive. And I've read this news, it's a headline recently.
15岁乞童坠楼案

This news captured my eyes, I'm just very curious why a teenager like him,who may have a bright future, ended up decided to commit suicide. Where he got his courage from? Is it really that painful that death seems so tempting to him? Then I started to read. It stated that he's a 15 years old guy who looks like 12 years old boy, maybe because he's too poor to eat more, therefore, lack of nutrition. He lives in a one room flat and he will always go to the coffee shop near his block to beg for money. People there will feel bad for him, so will always treat him lunch or dinner. People there too, said that he's a good kid who will not disturb customers there, except if the customers talk to him. And he will ask money from strangers to buy food for his mother. He grows in a single parent family, his dad left his mother and him when he's very young, if not wrong, 3 years old. He stop schooling, don't know whether is it he can't afford to. And the newspaper stated that he don't even have friends and he don't have siblings. Immediately I felt lonely for him. Imagining that he's walking around the estate playing with himself. Feeling sad for him, started to blame God of the unfairness on this kid. Because I also live in one room flat, I don't know, I just feel different for this case. Started to think that what if he's like me, meeting a group of good people and knowing God, helping him through, financially, spiritually. I wonder how will he be like in the next five years. And I think he looks quite handsome, he looks like a korean artist, Hong Ki. Even more pity. Last week, same as usual, an uncle treated him dinner, but he don't have appetite and the uncle said he looked quite sad. Then, he asked 2 bucks from the uncle to buy dinner for his mum. Suddenly, got 2 policemen went forward to him to warn him not to go home so late. Then he walked home. The policemen afraid that he will have danger, even followed him home. But who knows when the policemen saw him went up to his block, a while later, he jumped down from the block. And Sebestian's(his name) life ended. Last night, I read the news again. He's being 火葬, but you know what? None of his family members, not even his mum, went to claim his 骨灰. Isn't it pathetic? Although I don't know him, but I felt so sad. Haiz...I should really give thanks for what i have now. At least I know when I die, there will be people organizing funeral for me. Haha.

心

2008-07-23T21:38:00.003+08:00

心啊！你不要放弃好吗？
不要不让别人触碰好吗？
不要再怨天尤人了好吗？
不要再找借口了好吗？
不要不信上帝好吗？
不要输给撒旦好吗？
这世界本来就是这么的不美丽，毕竟这里不是天堂。
这世界本来就这么的残酷，毕竟人是有罪的。
这世界本来就是这么的不值得让人留念，毕竟这不是你该待的地方。
可是都已经住在这地球十九年的时间，为什么还是不能坦然接受？
为什么还是想要反抗？为什么还是想要逃避？
为什么明知道没有上帝就活不了，却要继续靠着自己蚂蚁般的力量生存下去？
为什么你还是这么的冥顽不灵？
唉~乖一点好吗？我可怜的心啊。

Pulau Bin Trip

2008-06-19T17:21:00.018+08:00

Last Thursday I went Pulau Ubin With some SYFC friends. Purpose of going there was to spread gospel, however, in the end we did street e at Tampines instead. Pulau Ubin is really a place with loads of wen zi! Below are some of the pictures. Well~ It's not in sequence, lazy to organize.

~I'm a BEAUTY of natural~

2008-05-23T22:12:00.002+08:00

I've found a way to view the words(esp chinese words) in a bigger and clearer vision, press Ctrl++ on your keyboard. And amazingly every words become BIG BIG. Try it!

沉重的星期

2008-05-23T21:02:00.003+08:00

星期二的时候，因为课与课之间隔着三小时之久的空挡，我决定一个人去看电影。"What happens in Vegas?" 是一部爱情喜剧片，还蛮对我胃口的，也很享受一个人看电影的感觉。可是却在电影接近尾声时，接到了一则让我如今还是有点难以相信的消息，"I have a bad news for you all...our friend boon keong has just passed away..."在那一刻，我的心揪了起来，难过的感觉也蜂拥而来。一幕幕他在中学的样子闪过我的眼前，他才19耶。一个应该尽情挥洒青春与追随梦想的年龄。但是，当天晚上我看见的他却是冷冷冰冰地躺在棺材里。看见这样的他，心好酸啊，好想哭。不过，我忍住了，因为我身边的燕丽哭得太伤心，我不想再加重那股凝重的气氛。星期二的晚上是我最后一次看见他，星期四的早晨他就被火葬了。很想告诉他"你开心地走吧!"，但，我知道不可能，因为他还没信主。这几天，我一直想像着他死后与如果还没死的样子，越想越不敢相信他真的从这世界消失了耶，当然想着想着心也跟着沉重起来，有种这一切都是虚幻的感觉。不过，在其中最让我庆幸的是5年前能把他邀到教会参加活动，把神的福音也传给了他。对于他，福音的债我算还了吧，在上帝面前我也能有个交待。这样的事件让我看见了传福音的重要与人生的短暂。盼望着活下来的我会抓紧上帝和时机能与我喜爱的亲朋好友传讲神的福音。对不起上帝，我竟然把你给我的时间一次又一次的糟踏了。

生日很快乐~

2008-05-06T21:11:00.027+08:00

DADA~I'm back! Finally got mood to update my blog liao. Anyway, the past few weeks have been an eventful one. Last Last week, due to the reason that my birthday fell on that week, i had celebrated it with my group of church friends. This year is the most expensive birthday that i had, compare to other 18 birthdays. It's not what i spent, it's what i receive from others. A bit guilty, a bit scary and more than a bit happy. Haha. Guilty because i think they had spent too much on me. Think it's because i'm growing older, i'm not really that desire to receive presents now. I prefer friends being with me, that's enough. At least i know that there are people whom actually remember when is my birthday. So thanks chingu(friends in korean)!!!(^-^) Then through out the weeks till yesterday, i actually went to Ikea, clark "key", Hans, Katong KTV, east coast, Bishan, Library, Escape and Suntec. I think i shall choose one and talk about it. AH! Hehe. Got one most of you all don't know. I'm quite secretive towards this. As you all know, I met Shu Qin on Saturday right. Guess where we did go? 广告后告诉你答案。(路人甲：“哎哟~你很lame呢。快讲啦！” OKOK~ The answer is we went to sit 摩天轮!!! It's very expensive lor, $29.50 per ride. However, i got a pair of tickets for free. Remember i bought a hp? M1 gave me for free. HAHA~ Scare you all will be jealous that i actually asked Shu Qin xiao jie for ride instead you all, so i'm trying to be di diao. Buddy! Not need to be jealous man...everything had over liao, 嫉妒也来不及了~HAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!! Will show you all the pictures, the ride was only for 30 minutes only, and it costs so much. If i'll need to pay money for it, i think i'll need 1 year to consider riding it. But it's a cool experience~

Shu Qin look quite kidish here.

I think the place look like airport

I believe those who have watch taiwan vairety show had seen the fish messaging human's legs. But it came out from the TV to singapore lei!

Tourist Leo

Tourist Wee

Our ride was at 7pm.

在排队中顺便拍个照，我们都是美眉~

Before boarding the flight, we actually came to this place, look like science center. It's for them to take our picture. High tec man.

After taking photo, they gave us this, so that after the flight we can look at our picture. I think it's quite funny. They edited us inside the ferry wheel. The background is nice but kind of fake. HAHA. Shu Qin bought it, 15 bucks lei! Second piece 10 bucks. I didn't buy, too poor liao. Nevermind, Shu Qin will take picture of it and send me. Will show you all next time.

DO i look like i'm going to aboard an aeroplane???

Inside the ferry wheel. Got aircon de lei.

Nice view isn't it?

purple line let me set up my world~ I love purple man!

Anything will do

2008-04-12T13:04:00.002+08:00

Time to update. Have been working at shiseido warehouse as a packer. How was it? Erm...it's complicated there, people will talk bad things about others, will do something in action to hurt others, will always try to put the blame on others, will not be honest. And it's even more hurtful to know that all these are just normal. Through working, i started to realise that it's really hard to stand firm and not becoming like one of them. I felt that i'm getting more selfish, hot-temper, and having greater pride. Sad. Therefore, when the moment that i leave that company, i'm relieved. Is it because i can get back to my comfort zone and live without facing all these? But i'm not afraid to face them, just that i'm afraid that i'll become like one of them. Isn't it the same? Ha! I don't know. Actually i'm quite reluctant to know that i'm that evil. That's the real me!??? Goodness. Anyway, that's all last week stuffs. This week is cool, went out with junjie, waiyee, likuan and xiaoling for dinner on Monday. It's been a long time that the five of us went to place like bugis to have reunion dinner. Ha! The feel was good, did leave quite some memories by taking pictures. Thanks Mr junjie for always bringing his camera along, and take down those beautiful moments. Sometimes i'll think, if anyone of us pass away, at least we got these pictures to recall back the moments that we had with him or her. But of course, with the help of the pictures, i think i'll cry even harder. I'm getting emotional now, plus i'm listening to a sad song. Sometimes it's good to think of those sad stuffs, at least it'll help me treasure the people and moments more. Then, went chalet with my poly classmates on Wednesday. Thank God, did not regret to go, although it's not really fruitful. But at least got the chance to interact with them. However, i felt lonely. It's the first time that i went to chalet and stayed overnight with my outside friends. I always did this with my church friends. I think it's because none of my classmates has the same frequency as me, like thinking and faith. That makes me felt lonely. Yet there were actually a lot people around me. Human is interesting isn't it? Haha~ And i've been slacking for the following days. School is reopening on Monday, the mixture of happy and sad feelings. As School=Assignments. Hopefully i'll live more fruitful this semester.

Changes

2008-03-15T22:03:00.002+08:00

Yeah!!! New blogskin and song. Happy~My dad is nagging now. I'm getting annoyed. Haha. Anyway, just came back from Malaysia,Kukup. Meh...it's a relaxing trip. Not much programs, it looks more like gathering to me instead. Didn't really interact much with jia hui's friend, i think i'm too shy to do so.(路人甲：Stop bluffing your friends man.)Oie! I didn't OK~ Shy is my 座右铭 lor. Anway, let me continue. What i really like about the place is the sea, especially morning where there was no sun. So comfortable. When the moment i breathed in the fresh air, the feeling was awesome. Appreciate what God has given us, thing that we needed most yet free-AIR. Besides that, i love the food too. Having a lot of seafoods. But it's quite a pity that i hasn't ate that much of chicken wing. Because during evening time, i actually vomited for eating too much 炸虾饼. I'm just too greedy. So i don't dare to eat that much during dinner. 可惜啊~ Well~maybe it's a lesson for me that i should learn to control the amount of food that i'm going to put into my mouth. And thank God that Olivia got the chance to spread gospel to jia hui's friend. I wonder what's her response, I shall ask tomorrow. God blessed us with a really good weather. It was kind of sunny when we were touring around the place, and rained when we were in the chalet. Cool isn't it? Haha. Overall feel-Slack.^^ Will upload the pictures sooner or later.

Rot~

2008-03-04T14:24:00.005+08:00

Have been rotting at home recently. Trying to be a 宅女, however, it's a very sian experience. Although i got internet that i can watch tons of shows through out the day, i got the strong feeling that i'm wasting my life. A super suitable word to describe my feeling "ROT". Haha. Siao liao~Then, i went to buy newapaper just now. Trying to find job. But then, don't have what i want lei. I want to work as a packer at warehouse, brainless job. Did circle some jobs lah, called but waiting them to call back lo. So...I'll pray hard for it. Anyway, yesterday did do some stupid things. Show you all~ HAHA~Pai Sey~I know i'm too bo liao. Anyway, went to make it after watching Xia Xue's "Guides to Photoshop" video. She teaches how to make one's appearence shaper. So...If you think i actually look a bit different in this picture. You are a good observer!!! Not only i drew eyeliners, but i also went to sharpen my nose, 下巴 and larger a little bit of my eyes. ^.^ And don't misunderstand that 我想结婚想到发疯了, 纯粹好玩。Maybe i should make something inspire during this free time. Ok! Will go think for some concepts. Actually i thinking to go library lei. But lazy, too far liao, need to walk down my house then cross the bridge then coss the roads, then can reach sia. Far right? Sian. AH!!!!!!!!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~救命啊! YE~ I want go your comapny to work lei~Haiz...Tml still need to go back to school. My teacher called yesterday and told me that i've failed one of my modules. MAYA. Then he asked me to go back school to retest. I expected that man. But i didn't expect that i will have one more chance to retest. Although i'm not very willing to. But i think God is trying to give me another chance, so that i'll not fail or fail that badly. Thank GOD. OK~Show you all a video. It's a group of korean girls dancing purpleline. Initially i watched due to 好奇心。Wondering whether girls can dance that good compare to guys. Well~remember to leave a comment on how you feel.

Funny Videos~

2008-03-01T18:12:00.002+08:00

Watch this~Very funny!!!U will laugh one~
Funny Japanese Prank

This one very kua zhang but SUPER funny lor~I laugh until i tears man.

This is a crazy PRANK man~

Beware of Japan high-tec toilet

Ok! Enough~笑死我了! The following will be 心理测验。Some quite accurate.Try看看吧!

Take a piece of paper and write down the answers.. The analysis is in the end....

Situation:
You are in a deep deep forest... as you walk on you saw an old hut standing there

(1) What is the status of the door? (Opened/closed)

(2) You enter the hut and see a table... What is the shape of the table?
(Round/Oval/Square/Rectangle/Triangle)

(3) On top of the table there is a vase... in the vase there is water. How much water is it filled up with?
(Full/Half/Empty)

(4) And what is the vase made of?
[(Glass/porcelain/clay)(metal/plastic/wood)]

(5) You walk out of the hut... as you carry on your walk in the forest... you see a waterfall from far...
there is water running down...What is the speed of the water?
(Choose a number ranging from 0 to 10)

(6) Some time after the waterfall... you step on something hard on the ground... as you look down... you see
glistening gold in colour. You bend down and pick it up... it is a keychain chained with keys...
How many key /keys you see hanging on the keychain? (Choose a number ranging from 1 to 10)

(7) You walk on and on... trying to find your way out...suddenly you see a castle.
What is the condition of the castle?　(Old/new)

( You enter the castle and saw a pool of murky water with shining jewels floating on it...Will you pick up the jewel?　(YES/NO)

(9) Next to the murky pool... there’s another pool... with clear water and money floating on it...
Will you pick the money?　(YES/NO)
　
(10) Walking to the end of the castle there is an exit...you proceed to walk out of the castle. Outside the
exit, there is big garden, you see a box on the ground. What is the size of the box? (small/medium/big)
　　　
(11) What is the material of the box? (cardboard/paper/wooden/metal)

(12) There is a bridge in the garden some distance away from the box, What is the bridge made of?
(metal/wooden/rattan)

(13) Across the bridge, there is a horse. What is the colour of the horse? (white/grey/brown/black)

(14) What is the horse doing? (still and quiet/nibbling grass/running about)

(15) OH NO!!! There is a tornado coming... some distance from the horse. You have 3 options:
(i) run and hide in the box?
(ii) run and hide under the bridge?
(iii) run to the horse, ride on and gallop away?

　　Here are the interpretations:
　　
(1) The door:
opened door - you are a person who is willing to share
closed door - you are a person who is keeping things to yourself

(2) The table:
Round/oval - any friends that came along, you will accept and trust them completely

Square/rectangle - you are a bit more choosy on friends and only hang out with those whom you think are on the same frequency

Triangle - you are really very very picky about friends and there are not many friends in your life.

(3) Water in vase:
Empty - your life is not fulfilled
Half filled - what you want in your life is half fullfilled
Full - your life is completely fulfilled and good for you!

(4) Material of vase:
glass/clay/porcelain - you are weak in your life and tends to be fragile

(5) Flow of waterfall:
0 - no sex drive at all
1 to 4 - low sex drive
5 - average sex drive
6 to 9 - high sex drive
10 - gone case!!! super high sex drive!!! Can’t live without sex...

(6) Keys:
1 - you have one good friend in your life
2 to 5 - you have a few good friends in your life
6 to 10 - you have a lot good friends

(7) Castle:
　　　　Old - shows that your last relationship is not a good one and is not memorable to you.
　　　　New - your last relationship is good and it’s still fresh in your heart.
　
( The jewel from the murky pool water:
YES - when your partner is around you, you will flirt around with others.
NO - when your partner is around, you will stick around with him/her most of the time.

(9) The money from the clear water pool:
YES - when your partner is not around you, you will still flirt around with others.
NO - even when your partner is not around, you will still think of her and and will be loyal to him/her, not flirting around with others.

(10) The size of the box:
small - low ego
medium - average ego
big - high ego

(11) Material of the box (outlook of the box):
cardboard/paper/wooden(non-shining) – humble personality
metal - proud and stuck up personality

(12) The material of the bridge:
metal bridge - have very strong bond with your friends
wooden bridge - average bond with your friends
rattan bridge - you are not in good terms with your friends

(13) Colour of the horse:
white - your partner is pure and good in your heart.
grey/brown - your partner is only average in your heart.
black - your partner doesn’t seem to be good in your heart and appears to be bad sign.

(14) Horse action:
still and quiet/nibbling grass - your partner is a very homely and humble person.
running about - your partner is a wild type person.

（15）This the last but most important part of the test.
From how I ended the story... a tornado approaches...
What are you going do? There are only 3 options:
(i) run and hide in the box?
(ii) run and hide under the bridge?
(iii) run to the horse, ride on and gallop away?

What will you choose?
Now, the above is signified by these things:
tornado - problems in your life
box - you
bridge - your friends
horse - your partner

(i) So if you choose the box, you keep your problems to yourself whenever you are met with problems.
(ii) or if you choose the bridge, you will go to your friends whenever you are met problems.
(iii) or lastly if you choose the horse, you seek your partner whenever your partner whenever you are met
with problems.

A free & easy life~

2008-03-01T15:00:00.008+08:00

What have i done yesterday? Enjoy my life actually.Haha. I went to watch "The Leap Years" with Ms Leo Shu Qin. (路人甲：“A! Thought you said you broke? Still got money watch movie wor~”） Aiya... Don't scold me first lah~ Recently i got the news that students will have a special price to watch movies at the price of 6 bucks, every Monday-Friday, before 6pm at Cathay Cineplex. I know i like this say, people like xiao ling, wai yee and li kuan will be quite dui（捶心肝）la. O! Because they are working. As you see, shu qin and i are still 无业游民, so better 趁 we got no job faster watch movies with student price mah. So...How was it? Nice? Meh... Ok lor. The movie got quality but content wise, quite 老套. If you use a logic angle to watch this movie, it may be illogical. I think it's quite impossible to meet a stranger every leap year. So you will need to use a romantic point of view to watch it. I think the way they edit the movie is good, the flow of the movie is not normal kind (eg. 1,2,3,4) but is like (eg. 4,1,4,2,4,3). Understand? Haha. Anyway, shu qin and i were disappointed with the movie. I really hope one day Singapore will have a movie that can beat Korea, Japan or Hong Kong. Maybe i should try to be the one hor. (路人甲：“做人要有自知之明也”） Hey! Think also cannot mah? 俗语说的好“人因梦想而伟大”，懂不懂啊你! Ok! Better don't waste my saliver argue with that lu ren jia, i'll forgive & forget. So let's continue, the pictures below will be from Leap Years. 评分：3 or 3.5/5（When compare with other Singapore movies) 2.5 or 2.45/5(When compare with movies from other countries). Shu Qin also gives 3 or 3.5, just that hers is over 10 lor! She very high standard lei.
This was their first btime meeting. Already holding hands and 小跑 lor, so open.
This is the main actor, he's the one who acted in the thai movie "Shutter" lei. No wonder he looks so familiar to me, when i first saw him in Leap Years trailer. His English 发音 quite good lei. You know what? Shu qin and I actually think that he looks like 耶稣时代的人. And now i think right, he also looks like the mediacrop actor 方展发. Do you all think so?
This is the main actress, Wong Li Ling. Her lao gong actually appeared in the movie for 1 second if i not wrong, so lame lor. Anyway, i think she's pretty, especially her side view, her face shape.
This is Jun Jie 欣赏的 actress Chen Cong. She acted as an older version of Wong Li Ling. And her ang mo not bad too.

After watching the movie with Shu Qin, we went church for prayer meeting. Well~I really thank God that I'm able to attend the prayer meeting every month. I always learn something through it. This time round Auntie Mei Ling's testimony really touch me a lot. At that moment when she cried, i also feel like crying actually, but i tried not to and i didn't. Whatever she said led me think of my family. Frankly speaking, sometimes i will compare my background with my friends. And i will pity myself. But after listening to what auntie mei ling had said, i realise i shouldn't pity myself anymore. Mine is really nothing compare to auntie mei ling's. And, God pull her through the past 20 years. And her family members, one by one, got the salvation. I'm happy for her, really. It's really hard to imagine that one day, my ah ma, ah gong, dad and mom become christian. To me it's like an untouchable dream. If this dream really fullfill, i think i will really break down and cry like mad. However, this is a beautiful scene isn't it? *smile* I should pray hard. You all too! Haha.

Time for videos~

2008-02-29T13:32:00.003+08:00

If you all sian can watch.

DBSK-Love in the ice live(eng sub)

Korean touch MV

Seeya-Crazy for love song

Sad lei. This is the part 2, the part 1 de got a bit 成人篇inside, so i decided not to put the video. Haha. The Part 1 mv is call shoes. Then Shoes itself got another version call Shoes 2. Complicated.

Seeya and Brown Eyed Girls-The Day

Wa...Korea MV mostly quite sad de lei. Emo sia~

Finally HOLIDAY!!!!~

2008-02-29T11:13:00.013+08:00

Yo!!! I got Good News to share to you all~I'm free from projects now~OWWW~~~haha...Have been working on projects, then health condition not so good. Recently got headache easily, then feel like vomiting. 难道我有了??? O!!? 在中oppa要当爸爸了???(路人甲：少臭美了!) 噢!不好意思~像太多。But i really got 以上的症状。Maybe a bit stress lah, was worrying that i can't finish my project, then afraid that i'll fail and repeat doing it again. To me repeating doing a thing is quite sian and ma fan one, except repeating listening to songs lah. Anyway, i went for presentation on Thursday. How was it? a....ok lor. Got this teacher (Ms Gill) nagged a lot, kept on repeating on why i didn't put my name on my portfolio pieces , and organised my things nicely. Actually i got organise lei, but not up to her standard. In my project, 2D animation is included. But I've done it quite badly, and i realise i'm not a person who can visualise well. So i can't really draw a nice animation. Very jia lat. I remembered this indian guy teacher asked me," Are you going to animation?". Then i said," No, I'm going into IM." And he said," Then i got nothing to say about your animation." Then I smiled, and you all can imagine how jia lat it is. Haiz....I've got no talent in that. So I prayed to God that if it's His will, let me go into IM. Haha. I think this semester my results will be quite bad also, but never mind, result is not everything, process and things that i've learnt should be the more important parts. So now i finally can 名正言顺 slack liao. A few days later, i may not have times to really slack lo, because may need to work. Hope that i can really find a job soon, i'm really broke now. OK la....Show you all some of my portfolio pieces.
My portfolio cover~last minute do de. I like the colour combination.
A thanks talk to my friends~This is call typography, that means use words to make design. Typo design got a lot of style de, this is one of them if i not wrong.
I like this design, the colour also. This design style is call axis something de, haha, forgot liao.
O! Ya! Forgot to tell you all, recently got this new magazine"Young", ask me to be their封面人物lei. Then i so shock lor, but i agree la, then they ask me to send them my nicer pictures, so i send them this, which i took in church. Then they really chose this lor, this is what they have done for me. March then release. Wa~i so excited, i really want to thank my mother, my father for giving me this pretty face.(路人甲：“ OIE! Stop dreaming lah!!~~）
I used illustrator to make this, used quite some time to do it. And this is call vector. This person is one of the DBSK memebrs, also one of li kuan's lao gong~haha. Likuan 像吗？
This is done using photoshop and illustartor, a very simple piece. Selling "BOSSS" perfume. I think it's quite lame. And this another member from DBSK, U-Know.
Pirates Of the fruity bean vector version, this piece took me weeks to complete, because i too slack liao. Then drag and drag and drag. It's really a 解脱 after doing it=3.
The cd cover that i've designed for my animation clip. O! By the way, the white is a ricesack, in case you all wondering what's that.
The back of the cd.
This is the poster for publicizing my animation clip, the teacher actually nagged me for changing the font. Ok!我知道错了。

Yo!~~

2008-02-22T11:20:00.006+08:00

Now slacking...So thinking to blog something. Yesterday night went to watch "L change the world" with li kuan. Before going, i already hope in my heart that i won't feel uncomfortable when watching the movie. However, sometimes things will just not go along with what you hope. I started to feel headache at the beginning of the movie, then slowly i felt like vomiting. But 我忍。I tried to focus and watched, but the feeling worsen. When the movie was going to end, i decided to go to toilet. That's why...I DIDN'T WATCH THE ENDING!!! Sianz~ I'm quite excited to watch this movie de, but why like that??? T_T 还好有利君妹妹告诉我结局，不然我真的是死不瞑目了啊。But it's still quite ke xi la, because the ending that li kuan told me seems quite interesting. And she even said she felt like crying when watching the ending. OH NO~~~~ＭＹ ENDING!!!! Haiz...算了。就让那些不好的回忆随风飘逝吧。Anyway, I think the movie 还好啦。I don't like the storyline, i even think it's a bit boring. But i like the parts where L learn to care and concern for other people. He don't do that, the exact saying is he don't know how to. L don't know how to express his love, so inside the movie, the way he expressed his love was quite 生涩, but cute la. Haha. This time round 松山研一's acting improve, he was able to express just by using he's eyes. Cool~Haha. The following will be the movie posters.

评分：2.45/5
Oh! Just now i went to read ye's blog. She showed her photoshop edited pictures right? Haha... I also have one lei...Show you all.
The younger generation of SHE.
Don't you all think ye actually looks weird with face shape? Haha. Pai sey ar ye.

Good night everyone~

2008-02-20T00:01:00.002+08:00

I'm suppose to sleep now de. But i wanna full charged my mp3, so i need to on my laptop lo. By the way, can i ask u all a question? What do family mean to you all? Is it a place where you can "rest in peace"? I mean when you are tired of the world and wanna find a place to really hide and rest. Or a place where you can find warmness and love? Or maybe a sense of irritation? Well...most of time, 3rd option will be my feeling. Irritation/烦. Sometimes, i'll grumble in my heart that why God gives me a mother who has mental illness (will throw dad's and my stuffs without asking us), that really freak me out. I'm a person who don't like 脏话, however, when she threw my important stuffs away without even asking my permission, i super feel like giving her the 4 letter words. Haiz...I can't love her. The exact words to use are don't want. I did try to treat her better, but i can't forgo the past. Somethings are stucking at the bottom of my heart. She really irritates me.烦. I thank God i did not dislike my dad, at least i've got a person to talk to at home. I think he's a nice dad, but think too highly of himself liao, nag too much also, and most of the times, he likes to complain about other people, which i think most of it are craps. He has the 功力to make me very 烦each day. But i still thank him for feeding me. And why can't my parents be normal parents whom i can share my feelings and thoughts to? Am i requesting too much? I think so. Sorry~ I think i really grumble too much.

Halo~

2008-02-15T18:22:00.015+08:00

Hehe~update lo...actually i always want to blog de. However, i'm lazy. Ha! Happy Chinese New Year and Happy Belated Valentine to my friends!!! Recently quite relax, because finally no more tutorial! And no more assignments and tests, but got end semester project to rush la. Project include a lot of things, portfolio, animation, packaging design. Is like i need to become the 编剧，导演 and 出版商。难啊。Sometime i ask myself, do i regret taking this course? Because frankly speaking, this course is really not easy, you need to have good time and money management, and talent. Well...i got a little bit of talent in drawing, but the rest...those who know me should know la. My answer to it is "a bit". Sometime i really think maybe i shouldn't take this course. It's risky and i think i quite lan compare to my other classmates. Then, i started to imagine that i'm studying other courses like, life science, enginerring and business. Wa~很恐怖的感觉。对于未来的路还是很不确定呢，我真的会成为设计师吗？好不真实的感觉哦。很希望上帝能快点领我去我最终该去的地方，然后完成我该完成的任务。然后让我能有意义的死去，这样我就能无忧了呢。似乎想得太美了。很希望我的人生电影快点剧终，不过在那之前身为主角的我似乎应该想想怎么让自己的电影更精彩吧。可是...导演不是我耶。那...就看导演怎么说吧！说到电影啊，最近我可是看了很多戏耶。

功夫灌篮-2.5/5
下面是日本版的海报哦。
Comments:夸张的灌篮，灌得还真没美感耶。

长江7号-2.5/5
父子情谊的戏，
不感人。

侦探学院Q是一部从漫画改编而
成的日剧。戏如其名，侦探类的，
那些喜欢看金田一的人，
应该就会喜欢这部吧。
侦探学院Q-4.5/5

右边这位弟弟是其中一位主角，戏里叫草天流。长的好像王仁甫和陈亦哦。他很年轻哦，16 17岁吧。他笑的时候很迷人。

这是一部日剧，叫蜜蜂与四叶草。也是从漫画改编而成的。它在日本的收视率非常的不好，是最差的一部。原因是女主角演技太生涩。那是当然的啊，她才15岁耶。不过我却很喜欢，目前为止评分4/5。
内容还蛮有意思的。

这是一部韩国戏，叫快刀洪吉童。主角都不错看，尤其是张根锡（黄贞伊死去的男友）。他笑的时候好好看哦！它是一部古装戏（什么！？美凤看古装戏？？）哈哈。起初看的时候纯属好奇，看了后就觉得有点特别，应该说是怪吧。虽然是古装，但是里头却有人跳hip-hop dance 还有disco light咧。目前为止评分-3/5

My ArT WoRk~

2008-01-03T20:16:00.000+08:00

Recently i've been busy chionging my assignments. A lot a lot a lot lor! haha...pai sey i too exaggerating liao. Anyway, is a lot lah but still can manage de, just that i too slack liao. HAHA! My assignments are mostly digital work, like photoshop, illustrator and maya (3D software). These are the things that i've produce after 1st semester and 1/2 2nd semester, but of couse only some lah, because a lot really is 不堪入目one lor :a. If got any commemts please feel free to tell me, even negative things i'll also accept de, because i believe through 批评才能进步嘛. ^0^ My handphone!!! My Computer~

My McDonald shoes 郑重向你们宣布我老公李准基。老幺-xiao ling Magazine model

Same model, but i've used photoshop to adjust the contrast(full).

郑重向你们宣布我的二老公英雄在中。HAHA~~I used photoshop to do it, got the painting feel right? Like those 小说封面lor。

DBSK-Xiah Junsu!!!

One of my assignments, used photoshop to do it also. Title is "Pirates Of the Fruity Bean".

Most are drawn de, not much digital work, hope that next time can have better design to pose lo~Good NIGHT!!!

Avril lavigne

2008-01-01T16:32:00.001+08:00

Nobody's home~Nice!

HappY NEW YeaR!!!

2008-01-01T15:18:00.000+08:00

WOW!~~Finally 2008 has come. Actually i quite happy, because it's a new year for me to have a new start. Hope that this year i'll be closer to God and learn a lot of life lessons. Yesterday went to countdown with my church friends, got yan heng, wai yee, shu qin, kai en, heng wei, heng yi, vinc , fiana, lean, fiana's maid(forgot her name),dao yi, wan yee,ai ling,wei en, pei en,jing yang,cheng hung,jia xin,ying qian,he xi. I think that's all, hope that i didn't left any name behind. The location was at heng wei's house. We played games like 人体UNO, bible quiz, then we sang songs and started to share our thanksgiving for 2007. I seriously like the time when we shared, this time round everyone shared, and i can really feel that we are one family. I'm glad that God gives me this family. A family where there's someone who's willing to listen to me, who will really cares and help. Thank God!!! ^o^ In the end, i reached home at around 2am. Then i slept until this morning 10am. It has been a long time when i actually wake up at 10am. Always wake up at 8am or earlier lor! Haha...Anyway, went online after that. Then started watching a variety show name "Explore Body Part" by Super Junior and a host don't know name what :a. This time round it talks about 眼泪. You know what? I cried lei...haha...I'm touched by their friendship. In case you wanna watch, this is the link http://www.tudou.com/programs/view/RrSE8mm4ZNI/. The show was splitted into 3 parts, the touching part was at the last part. I watched the last part 3 times! And out of 3 times, 2 times i cried. Friendship kind of show i always can't tahan one. Started to think of what they said, although this world is selfish, we can't always think about ourselves, we should also think for our friends. To maintain a healthy friendship, "thinking each other" is really important. Have a thought for your friend whether is this or that good for him or her? etc. And most importantly, be frank of thoughts of each other. And i realise some body contacts and 肉麻的话 can actually 促进感情耶. Last but not least, hope that this year i can be a good support for my friends! :>

回顾２００７～

2007-12-22T17:28:00.000+08:00

haha~blogging again liao...Finally went to change my blog song. Previously quite lazy to change it, plus also got tons of work to complete-NO TIME ar! Haiz...Having holiday now, quite sian~not that i did nothing during my first week of holiday, i did earn some money (working for xiao ling's mum), did have time with my friends (went sing k with them), did have some progress on the kukup trip publicity. But... I still feel sian lei. Why ar? Actually in my heart i already know the reason, because i did not spend time with God. Have been making cards for my church friends, then started to recall the things that had happened this year. Seriously God blessed me a lot. He gave me a course that i'm interested in, and He provided me sufficient money to not worry about the bills & school stuffs that i've to pay, He let me know myself more this year through many ways, that in the end i realise i'm really a bastard. He still love & bless me, even though Ｉ don't love Him & choose not to glorify Him with actions. I thank God for letting Olivia to be my disciple maker, through her i see God's power, and that i'm really a lazy servant. I'm feeling that my life is rotting now, always have this feeling, i hate it, yet did nothing about it. I'm 18 this year, physically growing fatter & older, however, spiritually becoming younger. Haiz...I must change!!! Thank God that a new year is coming, i seriously hope that i will love God more and become more like Him. Because i realise all the things in this world can't fill the emptyness in my heart, except Him．原来他才是那个最重要的。谢谢上帝，您的不离不弃。

Weird feeling~

2007-11-15T07:56:00.000+08:00

这星期，心里有蛮大的压力，而且全都是钱的问题。礼拜天像往常一样，教会的事结束后就和朋友吃晚餐。这次是和淑美一起吃，老实说还蛮‘怕’与她独处的，因为总觉得没什么好聊的。不过那天出我意料之外地谈了不少事。她想得多且远，是个有计划的人，羡慕她这一点。接近最后，我们谈了有关未来要养父母的事，压力来了，心里真的蛮沉重的，想到以后要扛家用、债务。开始羡慕那些有兄弟姐妹的人，至少大家能一起分担。就这样带着一颗宛如石头一般重的心回家了。回到家又开始了另一个问题，老妈得去医院检查身体。她那天自己去了诊疗所，之后医生写了一封字体很潦草的信叫她去医院，那封信写着我妈血压太高，而且吐的时候有些许的血。吐血? 太夸张了吧？为了再弄清楚，我打给了淑琴，她也吓倒了，似乎还蛮严重的。讲着讲，就讲到了taiwan trip，我不能去吧，我负担不起。开始想到以后，我竟然哽咽了，我想哭。好想好好的哭，可惜家里太小了，老妈一直在旁，如果真的哭出来，她一定觉得很奇怪吧。我想我是太靠自己了，没让上帝加入我，又是另外一个问题了。我想我应该要好好的交托才对，毕竟人是有限，上帝是无限的嘛。

Back Home!

2007-11-09T18:33:00.000+08:00

Just came back from school. I'm quite relax now, because i've just hand in my two assignments today! Finally completed both of them, who=3. One was storyboard assignment, we need to use digital camera to take picture of 2 characters which is made of plastersinc (think wrong spelling). There are a few pictures that i can show u.

Got feel ma? I like this the most actually.

The 2 characters looking desperately at the chocolate!
My teacher said this picture failed, because the compostion
of the things were too luan, then the chocolate became the
focal point rather then the 2 characters.

My teacher chose this as my final piece. And this is
the picture that i never think he will choose! So simple~
Nothing much lei...I asked him whether can i choose the
first one instead, however, he told me that many of his students
actually took the so called "same thing" as me. He said that
as a designer who is working in the creative industry, we need to
be creative & different. This is the one that he didn't see from
anyone else, so he advised me to take this picture as my final
pierce. I agree of what he said, so i just guai guai ting hua lo~

I used another angle to snap the 2 sleeping characters~

Ok! Another one is animation fundenmental. 名副其实 a module that teach how to make moving drawn characters. Actually this module quite fun, because it's very interesting to see the things that i've drawn move (my anime lei~). Haha~but then too much stuffs to draw liao. 1 second we need to draw 12 drawings (we call it 12 frames per second), and that's only in our school then we draw 12 frames per second, animator outside will need to draw 24 frames per second lei! Siao man~That means hor those anime that we shuang shuang watch online or at home, for just half an hour, animator will need to draw 43200 drawings! I think becoming a 漫画家 is better then becoming a animator lor~Haiz...anyway, for this module i need to dawing 3 different types of animations, then 1 second per type (so still alright). And today then i completed both assignments. Thank God finally everything finish. I think i should always keep in mind that i need to start my assignment early, then no need everytime so last minute then bia finish. I think i'm being influence by my DEAR classmates, they quite slack, so many times i also think i can be that slack. But that's only ownself cheat ownself lah~ My class hor really very slack lei, why i say that lei? Got to talk to people in other class due to the same assignment that we had, i asked them about their class. They said their class is quite hardworking, then GPA mostly 3 something, then highest in their class is 3.9 lei!!! SIAO~~~~Then heard from yuan li that the highest GPA is 4 by this guy call lin yang. I saw his work before, 一个字 “ 强”! Got chance i'll show you his work. Compare to them, my class only got ONE person got 3.2 something, the others all 2.0 something (including meT_T). We always like to do last minute work, then the time before that we'll just enjoy life. However, if i can choose again, i'll still choose to be in this class, because we are quite united in a way and people in my class are kind. Haiz~anyway, still got 5 more months with them and we'll split! 俗语说的好世界上没有不散的宴席嘛...

Photo! Photo! Photo! ^O^

2007-11-06T10:47:00.000+08:00

Jun Jie: See what see!!!

Mei Foong:那里好像有卖汉堡耶~

Who is Shu Qin talking to lei? Between, Olivia like very nu li digging hole..

Dui le! Peng Xiang also got go~顺便一提, the songs that he compose have being 录取 by S pop sia...li hai dao bu xing...I've heard his songs...not bad..Jun Jie said got Jay Chou feel..PX said he use handphone to compose lei...好犀利啊! Maybe i should take signature from him first, in future if he hong liao then i can 卖 his signature 为生 lei.(thinking seriously) I think i better go ask for his signature & take photo with him this Sunday~

Actually build sandcastle quite tired de lei~Because we need to 蹲 very long. In the end, jj & i just sat on the sand...Somemore JJ still wear white pants lei..Then i remember that day i still use my half afternoon to build the side of the sandcastle lor...Look at my face~Can feel my sianness ma?

Do you know who are they? Ans: Ying Rou & Jia Hui~~ Initially when i look at this photo, i can't tell who they are lei...i thought they are our audience's kids..haha~They look like lei...really...esp with the hair..cute cute de..

Haiz...Can't continue to blog liao...I need to go to school liao...actually my lesson starts at 2.15pm, just that today got prayer group with christians in NYP (the SYFC de). So....think will continue tonight ba~BYE~~

New BLOG~!!! ^^

2007-11-04T22:22:00.000+08:00

Yeah~~~Fianlly went to create a new blog on friday! Initially thought quite easy lei, but actually not lor. I don't even know how to change my blog skin sia. Then asked wai yee to help me change, thanks man! Anyway, how have i been spending my weekends lei? You'll know after looking at the photos below................................................................. A? Pai sey~technical problem, don't know why can't upload my photos lei~Wait ar~Try again.(30 seconds later) Can liao! Steady lah! Ok! Please look at my photo gallery.......................

Here comes my weekends~~Sandcastle buliding!!! Went to eastcoast on Saturday, quite fun lei~

Start buliding liao~~~

That day got 12 people went to build sandcastle lei~很热闹~我们齐心协力、征服 sandcastle!

While we building, there are some audiences gathered around too! They 看出神啦! By the way, there is this group of 直通车 students (Temaske JC sia~~) came to teach us how to build sandcastle lei~Their instructor assigned them to do so de. Initially they like quite 无奈, but in the end teach us quite alot. 果然有专人指

导是不同的。

Pai sey~My legs spread a bit too big liao~有点粗鲁，请多多见谅。Anyway, you know hor~the jun jie right, use his whole afternoon to build his sandcastle lor. Then he still 自言自语, then sing song to himself sia. Very enjoy lei him~But i must admit that i also talk to myself + sing a bit song lah(傻笑)

This is not the end of the photo gallery~However, tomorrow still need to reach school at 9am, so need to go sleep liao!!! Got time then upload the photos agian..Good night!